Wednesday, December 29, 2021

The secret

 This was an old post sometime in 2007/2008...my blog got messed up with timeline
I finally watched "The Secret" today!

It's amazing, there were some of the things that they talked about that I had realized this year, myself...that was- it is always possible to make a change in ones life! It’s true...



It is true; people can have what they really want to have...



I am not going to brag, I don't think bragging is ever a good idea[though, sometimes, can’t help it!], bragging wastes time, energy, and in the process of bragging, you bring back your past, and so in the process...you stay still for sometime!



So all I would say is that is check out below: Wednesday, February 7, 2007, the poem I wrote was :I wanna....read it, and you would know what I mean!!...You must WISH and WANT!!



...That is just the beginning



An interesting fact:

>My mum always said, “Just ask for it ”



And this was the message in this documentary too; …well mum’s subject was philosophy; that explains it!

What will happen if I loose my sight?? Current mood: worried

This was an old post from 2007 or earlier
..my blog got messed up recently with timeline...
I am addicted to PC, I mean..I stare on the monitor for like hours and hours...in my last job I had to work on PC for 9 hours...non stop..its not that I cudn't take break,I didn't...when I didn't work,I surfed around....
...Then oneday, I heard that if I stare at the monitor for hours non stop..I'll go blind...then I heard a doc say(on TV) that one shud take break every 20 minutes...and look away from the screen for 20 sec and stare at something that is atleast 20 ft away...
............So did I stop??Remember I am an addict??lol!So I thought..incase I do get blind..I decided that I'd rather learn BRAILLE...you know the alphabets blind ppl use to read and write..
So I did a bit of research,on the net of course!lol!
But the problem is, though Louis Braille invented the system in 1821(!) so that he could read book..oh dear me,learning braille won't help me, would it now?

How am I to sit in front of PC?
How on earth will I see the world, and meet new ppl?
How can I see the beautiful world?
How will I see the sky,and stare at the amazing colors it plays with?
How will I paint?
How will I dress cool without my sight?!
How on earth will I direct my short films...and then become a filmmaker,oneday?

(Which reminds me , did you guys watch that film by Woddy Allen, where he directs a film,completely blind!was very funny,but can't remember the name of the film...Can you?)

And, most importantly,how will I see you??

Oh! It won't be good!...BUT I CAN"T STOP! HELP!

Another New Year-Another chance

 So just 2nd week in, in the new year! I love starting New Years. It always gives me hope for a fresh start. So far it feels like no different though still having the same conversations, the same worries, the same  stress.

But I tell mys i am writi g again!

telf. Nope I won't let that get me down...nope!